I hate life...let me tell you why..

so yeah..this was a complete and total mental break down...and...in all honesty..i just dont want to think about it..some im editing it..and moving on..ive found something better now..plus really loving the job actually...and im doing good..so this post is gone..

so...yeah...

so...yeah....I'm starting to realize that I like this girl. I'm not going to post her name on here, because she does on occasion read my blog, and also, quite frankly I'm lacking the balls right now. It's funny, I didnt even realize that I liked this girl, until me and sam were talking a few nights ago, and he asked me if I liked her, I guess he could just tell by how I was talking about her or something.But when he asked me, I started to just say no...and then it hit me, the crushing realization that I did indeed like this girl. I'm not really sure why I'm even blogging about this, it seems really stupid..but it is what it is. Thanks for your time everyone.