Catching Up
Well, It's been a while to say the least, I have had even more car troubles. Busted my power steering line on a raccoons skull, and now I'm having issues with my battery and something that pulls juice from it whether my key is in the car or not. Hmm I've been in one of those I'm half sick but I'm still okay kind of places for the past few weeks, half the time I have to literally force myself to get up and drive to school every morning. I guess I might just be over stressing over certain things.
Have you ever wondered exactly what you were put on this earth to do? Me and sam were talking about this the other day and I have been wondering what my mission in life could be. Sometimes I think I'm living my life as an example to others kind of an " If you act like this dumbass did, this is where you'll end up" thing. But then other times I think about my talents, I know I have talents; Maybe not many or maybe none that actually benefit anyone in a positive way but they are there. So it's this I've been pondering on since sunday afternoon, this and other things.
Watching The Exorcism of Emily Rose actually made me think about things, not really question my Agnostic views but question whats going on behind the veil. Also, since Burkes apparent discovery of my Agnostic views him and I have been joking about a religious war between myself and him, the Agnostic Vs. the Catholic. It's all fun and games, we have always found one thing or another to argue about, and he is undoubtedly just paying me back for the years of religious persecution I have put him through. Last year we spent days planning a sword fight outside the french room, which we never actually did for fear of being arrested but it was still fun to think about!
All in all, I've been doing okay, staving off small bouts of depression one at a time. I know depression gets you nowhere and you just have to keep your head above the water so to speak. So for now, I'm doing okay taking my days one step at a time and making it through, Sam's been a big help he always seems to find something stupid to do no matter how angry or upset I am he'll do something just dumb enough to cheer me up, yes I enjoy laughing at his stupidity -nods- and my other friends, Eric and Neil (even though I know they'll never read this they still deserve some recognition.) I had the most fun with those two just working on my car one afternoon, it took us nearly two hours to find a break leak that had caused a puddle of break fluid nearly three feet wide...I know it wasn't our brightest moment but hey it was fun.
So anyway I've rambled enough as it is, I'm going now. Peace be with you and may the stars smile upon the path you choose till next we meet.
Have you ever wondered exactly what you were put on this earth to do? Me and sam were talking about this the other day and I have been wondering what my mission in life could be. Sometimes I think I'm living my life as an example to others kind of an " If you act like this dumbass did, this is where you'll end up" thing. But then other times I think about my talents, I know I have talents; Maybe not many or maybe none that actually benefit anyone in a positive way but they are there. So it's this I've been pondering on since sunday afternoon, this and other things.
Watching The Exorcism of Emily Rose actually made me think about things, not really question my Agnostic views but question whats going on behind the veil. Also, since Burkes apparent discovery of my Agnostic views him and I have been joking about a religious war between myself and him, the Agnostic Vs. the Catholic. It's all fun and games, we have always found one thing or another to argue about, and he is undoubtedly just paying me back for the years of religious persecution I have put him through. Last year we spent days planning a sword fight outside the french room, which we never actually did for fear of being arrested but it was still fun to think about!
All in all, I've been doing okay, staving off small bouts of depression one at a time. I know depression gets you nowhere and you just have to keep your head above the water so to speak. So for now, I'm doing okay taking my days one step at a time and making it through, Sam's been a big help he always seems to find something stupid to do no matter how angry or upset I am he'll do something just dumb enough to cheer me up, yes I enjoy laughing at his stupidity -nods- and my other friends, Eric and Neil (even though I know they'll never read this they still deserve some recognition.) I had the most fun with those two just working on my car one afternoon, it took us nearly two hours to find a break leak that had caused a puddle of break fluid nearly three feet wide...I know it wasn't our brightest moment but hey it was fun.
So anyway I've rambled enough as it is, I'm going now. Peace be with you and may the stars smile upon the path you choose till next we meet.
posted by Unknown at 6:48 PM
2 comments
