Shitty Week

So yeah, for me and sam, this has been a very..very fucking long week. I dont think I've been this emotionally unstable in quite some time. Today actually wasn't that bad, grandpa and me went to Marvin's, he had a heart attack and lost all use in his left side...he's slowly getting it back though. We went down there to fix a hay bailer, we fixed everything but the Pick up thingy. It was fun, I havent worked that hard in years, but it served the purpose of keeping my mind off of the bad things of this week.

So, a lot of bad this week, countered by very little good makes for a very depressed and pissed off Crawford. I'm not going to go into specifics...But some of my friends have gotten themselves stuck in a really shitty place. I don't know, I'm not going to judge or impose my oppinions on here, I just know one of my best friends is hurting..and it drags me down. I'm not complaining about that I wouldnt have it any other way. I don't know..but on top of it all, I had some plans that all fell to shit this week, I was pretty depressed tuesday and wednesday..and I asked a question..when I knew the answer would just make it worse...and guess what kiddies..the answer did indeed make it worse. So all week I have been festering with these emotions and stupid shit, I kind of hoped putting at least some of it here would help me get it off my chest. Only time will tell, I am going to go now, for I have nothing more to add, except maybe just this lyric, so with this, I leave you again. Peace be with you.

Ashley Parker Angel -Let You Go

Broken promises
But you don't really mind
It's not the first time and you know it
Don't you know
Tell me why it is you only smile inside
But when you break me into nothing
Don't you know
It's not like I haven't tried over and over again
Stupid fights, wrong or right
Goodbye