Can't take it...

I just can't handle all of this bullshit anymore, I have to much going, to many people looking to me. I just can't handle the stress, one person telling me what a dick I am for leaving him behind, another can't even stand to talk to me anymore. Is this what my life is supposed to be? One agonizing mental rape after another? Sometimes I wonder how humans can stand each other, were so fucking whiney and needy, overly sensitive, we expect things from each other that we know can't be achieved, I'm not a fucking mind reader never will be, and as long as people are so god damned stubborn.....jesus I don't think I can do this anymore, I can't handle all this stress and all these problems. What happened to the good old days when I could say...I don't give a rats ass and actually mean it.

I mean, I try I swear to god I do but it seems like every fucking time I start to get close this giant metal door is slammed in my fucking face and its so damned irritating.. and I think...if people actually cared why do they keep putting me through this living hell, the constant torment of having to know I fucked up and theres nothing I can do about it...I just can't take it anymore...